What do you do

when you shiver with restlessness, anxious for something inevitably bad to happen? That something never comes, but it’s not a relief, it’s even worse, it eats you up inside and you get so antsy that it feels like you have a million bees inside you that will never be set loose unless you scream as loud as you can. You long for your friends, for a familiar and warm touch, but when you see them you feel empty and tired. Tired. You’re always tired, waking up early and then resisting falling asleep the entire day and then wishing you could fall asleep when you actually need to - sleeping is exhausting. This cycle is exhausting, and I wish I could break out of it.

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cable car by ~abcdxyz

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